he was the last missing piece of the puzzle...
men men som nog ingen förstått, så är han bara en vän, jag älskar honom fortfarande, men det tåget har gått.. I just have to deal with it..
och nu så har jag blivit singel igen på grund av det...
men det hade ändå inte fungerat i längden, tyvärr... jag gillar Oscar jättemycket, men ibland så räcker inte det och jag hoppas verkligen verkligen att vi fortfarande kan vara vänner.. och jag ville inte såra någon överhuvudtaget..
I painted a picture of you
your soul was red, and your mind was blue
destiny laid a light on my creation
this dream I had made
a slave of my passion
reality was always too far away
and we were happy
until it came too close one day
and sudden i faced
the truth of my dream
my love had only been a picture, a scene
I suppose i needed too believe
didn't want too see
you had never been close to me
I'm sorry, this illusion
has caused you a lot of pain
and I have no solution
I'll try to never be back again
I'm sorry
I painted a picture of you
my dream was a lie
and the lie became truth
reality held it's breath too long
it's disgusting what dreams can do to you
but I'm sorry, this illusion
has caused you a lot of pain
and I have no solution
i'll try to never be back again
I'm sorry, this illusion
has caused you a lot of pain
and I have no solution
I'll try to never be back again
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I am....
och imorron så åker jag till Dalarna och ska på mormors begravning på torsdag...
Moa
